|Health/Job update/Mini Andrew Rant/Garbage.
||[Mar. 14th, 2007|12:46 pm]
Well, I want you to skip past this if ya dont really care hehe.
So, the doctors office called yesterday and apparently I need to meet with a surgen on Friday. This means no going to the funural in new glagow, which solves that problem I suppose.
I'm scared, and I dont really want to go into it because I know you guys don't REALLY need to know..
So this sucks majorly. Not having Andrew there for me sucks even harder, and I know he would say "You know I'm always there for you.." but thats kinda bullshit. I told him what was wrong and he just shruged it off..even though it had to do with him..at the time. He's selfish and I need to wrap my head around that. He's got no concern for me anymore really..and I need to accept that..its just hard and it fucking SUCKS becuase he fucking promised. He promised he'd be there no matter what.
kSteve just called..so that probably means Jasons off today and we can all just get high, take random videos for YouTube and forget this whole thing.
Still having MASSIVE problems with my stalker, but what can ya do really? I'm waiting for him to cross that line so that I can call the cops and get him outta here for good.
I have a job interview this week too. And, the girls are gong to fucking kill me because its not exactly a nice place (money wise) to work... however, the girls there all seem really nice and plus, they are all fat! YES! lmao And most were wearing ponytails and jeans, so that means I'd at least be able to be myself and not have to worry about all that crap.
Drivers test on Tuesday, and OH MY GOD I better pass, or else I have NO idea where I am supposed to keep my van for the next six months, Mum said I should sell it, but we all know I wont save the money, and I wont find another van as fucking awesome as this one!!
I HAVE to pass...its been really hard to get out and get any practice lately, becuse mums been sick, and then working at Grandans all the times in between. Shes off tommrow, so hopefully she'll have some erronds to run.
Anyway, I am off to attempt to start a fire becuase this place is effing freezing..and then hopefully call Nick and see what hes doing today.
(For those of yaz not filled in yet, and especially for those nosey fuckers that just wanna know to tell Andrew, Nick and I are just friends tyvm.)